As passing by

A new day,
As passing by,
My heart chokes, as I turn my head.
Our eyes meet.
Here we’re again,
Consequences in the place between our thought, care & emotions
At the beginning of our aftermath.
Her broken stare on my shifting eyes.
And I’m being in my gloomy silent town,
In a loop, collapsing infinite memories.
My walls beginning to crumble.
Overcome by attachments,
Lift my eyes to her,
My mouth opens but no words.
I can see the sadness & anger.
I know the words she desires.
Her town full of peoples
Being isolated mine.
A different choice.
A world I can’t understand.
World full of lies.
The endless sky of stars & dreams,
Words still unspoken.
As two people might always love each other,
But will never end up together.
You think that everyone has the same heart as you
And that’s what gonna fuck you up.
With my unspoken words,
I moved away.
You know when the memories make you happy for a moment,
And suddenly makes you sad ,
Because now everything vanished.
Changed. Nothing matters at all.
How will I know?
I don’t.
I never will.
I missed the days when my smile used to be real.
The only clue I have to my life, is my name.
I follow it.
When the dreamer dies
What happens to the dreams?
With a hope that one day,
I can able to erase our attachments
And believing we will never meet,
As passing by.

Aakhir tum kab smjog…

Aakhir tum kab smjogi
din b din tumhare kareeb aane ki koshishen
Bethasha tutkar tumhe chahne ki koshishen
Bin kahe tumhe kitna kch btane ki koshishen
Sath jeevan khoobsurat bnane ki koshishen
Meri har ki gyi koshish ko
Aakhir tum kab smjogi.

Tumhari har baat par dil haar jaana mera
Tumse baat krne ko yoon himat jutana mera
Tumhare khyalo mein neendo ka thikana mera
Khud tumhari baat kar khud hi shrmana mera
Btao mere iss pagal pan ko
Aakhir tum kab smjogi.

Hfte din mahino tak tumse baat nahi hoti
Mgr jitni bhi hoti hai dil mein utar jaati hai
Gham hai haqiqat mein mulakat nahi hoti
khawbo mein dekh zindagi sawar jaati hai
Ye jo na khatam intzaar hai mera
Aakhir tum kab smjogi.

Kya pta tumhe kuch khabar ho na ho meri
Meri tabiyat ko ab tumhari khabar zruri hai
Sochta hun kaash tum kabhi ho hi jao meri
Ke zindgi guzarne ke liye teri nazar zruri hai
Tumse ho rahi belos mohobbat ko
Aakhir tum kab smjogi.

©Shivam

Dard-E-Dil

Baatien labon pe hi ruk gayi,
Aansoon aankhoon main hi sukh gayi.
dil main tujhse milne k aas hai,
Jaane Kitne dino ka yeh vanvas hai.
By:- Arjun