loved

ऐ मेरा ईश्क़ था या फिर मेरी दीवानंगी की इन्तेहा
के तेरे ही करीब से गुजर गये तेरे ही खयाल से।

sad

मन्नत ना पूरी हूई मंदिर में
अब रहीं तेरी याद बस तंशविर में
तू नहीं मिली नहीं थीं हांथ लकीर में

sad

शब्दो से बया नही कर शकता तेरे ईश्क़ का दर्द .।।
थोडी खामोशि से भी समज लो ।

Depression – The buyer.

Were the scary nights,
With the flickering of lights.

Heart was beating,
But with zero feelings.

Frowning cries,
Through the browny eyes.

Desire of silence,
Thoughts got violent.

Blood was cold,
The soul was sold.

No truths revealed,
Goal of depression achieved.

A small bit of hope,
But always hard to cope.

Those were the scary nights,
With flickering lights.

All day long,
The emotion fights.

ANAMIKA

Kuch badla nahi anamika tumhare jaane ke baad,
Aaj bhi chaar diwari ke andar,
Khud hi ki baat sunai padti hai
Ujala hai par andhera hi andhera hai.
Aisa lagta hai
Ki baadal meri soch hai aur roshni mere andar ka hauslaa
Ki meri soch ka ye jaal hai, jisme hausla ulajh sa gaya hai.
Isse suljhaau bhi toh kaise?

Aaj bhi chaar diwari ke andar
Khud hi se niraash rehta hu mai
Kuch badla nahi anamika tumhare jaane ke baad.
Waisa hi hu mai
Bas kamzor sa hu abb
Kyuki taakat jo cheen li gayi hai mujhse meri.

Unn chaar deewaro ke beech mai aur mere vichaar,
Mai aur meri yaadein. Alag nahi reh paati.
Aur unhi yaadon me tum bhi kahi mere dil tak ka rasta dhoond hi toh leti ho na.

Anek prayas vyarth hote hai.
Kai baar kaam ho bhi jaata hai.
Bhool jata hu mai tumhe..
Kuch roz ke liye.

Par unn chaar dewaaro ke andar
Khud hi se baate karta hua, niraash mai,
Phir woh khatt haatho me liye
Yahi sochta hu ki agar uss din mai hausla dikhata,
Woh khatt tumtak pohcha paata..to kya aise akela chodkar jaati tum mujhe? .

Hausle ki kami tabb bhi thi
Abb bhi hai..

Kuch badla nahi anamika tumhare jaane ke baad..

कहानी

कहानी को किरदार की अब जरूरत नहीं,

दस्तूर बेअदब है फ़जीहत को शब्दों को इजाजत नहीं।